That the struggle within where you’re at continues the way it is, or that you will not know who you are or how to be without it?
So often we cling to our known patterns even when they are not working for us. We fear letting go into a place of not knowing.
Learn to lean into not knowing and to stay there for a while bit by bit.
The universe functioned for millions of years without us, so something knows for us and we can practice to hand it over.
We weren’t in control of our conception, our birth, our body’s functioning, the weather, and we’re not in control of when it is our turn to leave our body.
Learning to live in surrender and not resist change.